Things are never what they seem.
Numb. Confused.
Feeling as though my life is always at crossroads, never moving forward. Getting more tired each day. Why can't I just be myself anymore? I'm not the person I used to be. I don't know who I am anymore.

Tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, stuck under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me, and be less like you
-Numb by Linkin Park